The clouds are rolling in.

Lookin for the cruise ship

Clouds are rolling in

This is whats holding our lovely bridge together

So, this is pretty much what Ive been up to lately. 

I have a chipped tooth and am to lazy to go to the dentist. 

Hopefully ill go before it falls out.

I need to win the lottery so i can quit my job.

My boyfriend thinks i either broke or bruised his ribs, because we got into a heated wrestling match over the speed of light.

Don't be jealous of our nerd relationship.

And my head is pounding into my face right now with a fierce pain i cant even describe properly, so off i go into bed to catch up on some TV shows and hopefully pass right the fuck out.

Expectations

So I'm sitting here watching true blood thinking about what to write and their really isn't much to say. Well there is a lot i could write about, but I'm not sure if i want to or how i want to put it.

I've been really interested in drawing and taking pictures lately, like I've said in previous posts i wish to buy a new camera, but good things come with patience and I'm going to need a lot of patience before i can afford to buy a camera good enough for my standards.

My friend Patt and I were talking about this the other day, how anything we do needs to be good enough to "wow" people. We don't want our presence to be ordinary. You only live once, why not make a difference, make a name for yourself. Whether it be in a blog, on YouTube, becoming president, acting on television or just making a difference in the lives of everyone you meet.

Which is why i hold high standards for everyone around me, and myself.

If i expect something of you and you dont excede my expectations, im going to be dissapointed, because im a strong believer in people and passions. No matter what your passion is, i believe you should do it as best as you can and as long as your satisfied with your best, and that should be enough.

Not that i take my own advice. Well..i guess i do, to point. I only want to show people my best, so anything i ever work on i always find the flaws and make it the reason i dont make it public knowledge. I scare myself with the littlest thing and make it the reason not to pursue anything i believe is out of reach. When in reality, its probably only a fingers-length within reach.

Maybe one day you will see me on stage performing in front of Millions of people, but until then ill show of my creativity through these pictures and drawings Ive taken, that i think are good enough for people to see.


Some of these are pictures during and after Hurrican Irene hit my town. It wasn't as bad here as other places, but i couldnt capture even close to the size of the actual waves

Water on the boulevard 

A sketch i did of my cat when he was a kitty

My sunflowers., i wish i took better care of them

waves during the hurricane that hit us

My friend walking down the boulevard before a cop yelled at us

Night waves during the hurricane at low tide

Same picture, two different settings.

Pebbles in my shadow....

So i figured as I'm sitting here constantly clicking "try again" on my Netflix Instant Queue to connect to the stupid internet, i may as well write about something. I was thinking, as i was writing yesterdays post, that i was going to write about change. But maybe we will leave that for another night. Sometime when im not exhausted from yet another day of non stop adventures.

Well okay, maybe not real adventures like those you read about in fairy tales, but i didn't have a boring day, that's for sure.

I woke up around 11 with a text from my sister saying she was going to stop by, and i haven't seen her in months so of course i was pumped when i found out i was going to see her, even if it was just for a minute.

And my aunt is visiting with her kids so i had to squeeze in time for them while they are here as well. I had my sister drop me off at stones pier, which has a beautiful view of the river and some chill laid back people that hang out there, for the most part.

Stones Pier

I've also been really into taking pictures with my IPhone. I love pictures, and my phone takes awesome ones. I really want to get a nice camera that i can practice capturing better shots. 

Anywho...

My little cousin being cute! <3

Then after the pier I met up with my friends Katelyn and Stef and ate some awesome frozen yogurt. Which is amazing that i like it enough to mention it to anyone, normally i hate ice cream, i guess i just had a sweet tooth tonight.

And now i have the sweats, because I'm pretty sure i ate way to much food, on top of my headache that i have from making the mistake of smoking shitty weed.

Ugh..my stupid netflix just shut off again, this is getting tiring.

Well now I'm sitting on my couch in my boyfriends shirt and pants, he told me earlier that he wouldn't be surprised if he came home one day and i was wearing his underwear as well. I cant help that his clothes are a lot more comfortable than mine are. Stupid girls pajamas are always so little, i like some room to breathe in my clothes when I'm trying to relax.

I don't find it very comfortable when your jeans are riding up your lady parts and you get camel toe. No thanks, i try to steer clear from those circumstances. Some girls like to let there body parts suffocate, i wanna let my body get as much air as possible

Wine<3

With my classy keg cup full of Sutter Home Sweet Red watching a movie that stops every 12 minutes, longest one and a half movie ever.


With the girl pissing me off because every time she has something important to say she waits until the main character walks away. 


How about you just say it when he is right in front of you bitch! Girls. 


Well now that I'm done rambling about my oh so adventurous day, i think i might leave you with a few favorite pictures i have taken so far with my phone and hope that i don't procrastinate as much as usual so i can actually go and buy that camera i have been looking at every time i step my feet into best buy.

Boston Harbor Duck Tour

First arriving at North Carolina

Beach in North Carolina

Sandals

Streets of Boston

Tunnels under the bridge coming out from the Boston Duck Tour

The reflection of a Cathedral in Boston. Thought it was cool looking.

Pebbles in my shadow.

Its been a while

Its been a while since my last blog post. I saw a shiny object and got distracted. It happens.

A little too much tequila

Well what have I been up to lately...?

hmmmm....

Well there is

.Work. FUN!  yeaaahh...right.

Some concerts-(danced my pants off!)

Parties which equal booze, so obviously...always a good time.


Weddings Which also equal booze, again, always a good time.


A 14 hour non stop driving adventure to North Carolina for sun, beer pong, beach, Jacuzzi and awesome weather. (Also need to mention my drunken walk to our neighbors house to make friends, i don't think they were too happy with it.)

I caught a fish!

And basically spent every moment looking in my IPhone calender for spare time. Always trying to squeeze in one more event and try not to double book. Oh arent I just miss popularity.

Exhausting.

I'm not about to say that i didn't have a great time, i wouldn't change this summer for anything. But i know next year...not so many plans. I think i wanna just go with the flow. Ya know?

Spent time with my family

I don't like plans. It makes life feel cramped and busy, which a lot of the time it is. So whats the big deal if you weren't going to do something and then decide last minute you want to. It could mean some life altering amazing experience that if you didn't have, you would have never known how much you would have regretted not doing it.

Make sense?

Kinda...?

Anywho...

How about we just see what life brings us and go with it.